Gaudeamus omnes usque ad sempiternum

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This has been bothering me for a while but now I think it is the time to say something out towards it. There are some people, usually young gullible teens who consume all they read as fact that believe that in our society there is over 54 genders. Fifty four fucking genders supposedly exist and so people go on platforms and spread this lie to places like Facebook and tumblr, 95% of people who can think for themselves disregard it as yet another bullshit story but the remaining 5% read and suck it all up as fact. Some do this because they just believe what they are told, some because they don’t want to be accused of opposing a group of loud people. This 5% spreads like cancerous cells onto other people and it grows and multiplies onto other groups of people. This is unacceptable now, die hard misandrist feminists spreading this bullshit that having a gender is a choice, I have a penis in between my legs and I am male, there is no choice in that matter, no “but gender and sex are different concepts hurr durr durr” No. Read the goddamn etymology of gender and it says that since the 15th century gender has meant sex “male or female”. Open your fucking eyes and see that maybe an emotionally unstable junkie feminist or teen that accepts all isn’t going to be correct all the time about matters they don’t know about, stop trying to stretch things into more than what they are. Like so – “metal” then people aren’t satisfied so they make doom metal then sludge metal then Irish speed folk metal, black forest metalcore, doomcore, drone black metal. Jesus Christ its just metal just as there are only two genders. This clip reminds me of what is at hand – http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QZARnK4WemU

No remembrance

William Melvin Hicks ( Bill Hicks) died in 94′, the comedian who broke the barrier and pushed into explicit humour, humour that questioned all things and shone a light on the bullshit of corporate America, religion and the idiocy of the human race as a whole. While this man ranted you could see behind his eyes that inside he was sad and that he did truly care about these things after the gigs, after the lights and suits came off. This articulate and great man has been neglected after death and only few remember or recognise his name in a book. I urge all who reads this to follow up on him and watch his “sane man” show.

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His small and plain stone sat forgotten amongst the dry ground and grass, no flowers in the holder.

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Check him out please

-Thoth

Soul chasm

He left this place as he entered it,
Curled in a foetal position,
Eyes shut, cold and weak
Hid neath’ the sheets behind the
Doorway to his room
His organs lay inanimate, resting under his bones
And his eyes mocked this,
Clung to the inside of their lids

My mother waits by the door,
He hangs on to the banister at the top of the flight
A breathe and his eyes reside near hers…
“He’s dead” he exhaled.
By his bed set she kneels weeping into his hands,
Overwhelmed by the cold hard touch of her man.
How is she to tell her children that their father of strength and prowess
Died like a man of weakness, another man frail ?
Or perhaps that behind closed doors this man,
My father
Died of a broken heart

          – Thoth

Changed my mind part 4

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Brief overview of thoughts

Here’s the part where some may run away or delete me i’ll do it in bullet point form because really tonight I am not feeling in the mood to type out long paragraphs.

• I believe any patriotism is just ridiculous and naive. Patriots are always unaware or ignorant to their countries history and their people.

• Everyone is so close to being the same that no one is special. No one on this planet is special and even though are people with strong wisdom they are still just another person like that. No matter how hard you try to be different you are the same no matter what.

• Dubstep is soulless, talentless trash and anyone who designs it not composes it getting called “talented” is just utter bull.

• As a musician the type of person who are decides your instrument. All pianists have very similar social patterns as do all guitarists. They share common strengths and weaknesses.

• That although its absolutely disgusting pedophelia will be legalised within the next twenty years due to them begging for rights since the 80’s using the gay rights as backing. Complacent liberals will soon give in so they don’t seem “closed minded” and eventually it will become the norm.

• So many people secretly disagree with homosexuality but are too scared to seem closed minded so they hide it to fit with the norm the dislike.

• It’s ridiculous that people find euthanasia of animals in pain wrong but not humans. Importance of life should not be based on size, ability to communicate or looks. We are no more than the beasts are. We are beasts.

I know this was a short one but I’m searching for ideas and no one will seem to communicate what the want with me so I just have to guess.

– A tired Thoth

Changed my mind part 4

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Brief overview of thoughts

Here’s the part where some may run away or delete me. I’ll do it in bullet point form because really tonight I am not feeling in the mood to type out long paragraphs.

• I believe any patriotism is just ridiculous and naive. Patriots are always unaware or ignorant to their countries history and their people.

• Everyone is so close to being the same that no one is special. No one on this planet is special and even though there are people with strong wisdom they are still just another person like that. No matter how hard you try to be different you are the same no matter what.

• Dubstep is soulless, talentless trash and anyone who designs it not composes it getting called “talented” is just utter bull.

• As a musician the type of person who you are decides your instrument. All pianists have very similar social patterns as do all guitarists. They share common strengths and weaknesses.

• That although its absolutely disgusting pedophelia will be legalised within the next twenty years due to them begging for rights since the 80’s using the gay rights as backing. Complacent liberals will soon give in so they don’t seem “closed minded” and eventually it will become the norm.

• So many people secretly disagree with homosexuality but are too scared to seem closed minded so they hide it to fit with the norm they dislike.

• it’s ridiculous that people find euthanasia of animals in pain wrong but not humans. Importance of life should not be based on size, ability to communicate or looks. We are no more than the beasts are. We are beasts.

I know this was a short one but I’m searching for ideas and no one will seem to communicate what they want with me so I just have to guess.

– a tired Thoth

Almost biblical dreams

To start with no I am not a religious person, I am an agnostic. I am not an atheist for they are so hypocritical to the point of laughingstock- “how can Christians KNOW god exists with no proof? How ridiculous. I KNOW god doesn’t exist with no proof though but I’m now ridiculous”
But a lot of the dreams I had a a child had a very biblical vibes to them
Babies on the river

Whether this one had something to with baby Moses being in my thoughts or the scene from prince of Egypt of a painting on the wall showing  the Egyptians dropping babies into the crocodile filled waters I’m not sure but this was what it was. It was very vivid at the time, it was basically hundreds upon hundreds of babies wrapped in blankets slowly flowing down a river. They weren’t drowning just floating on top asleep down this slow peaceful river. It was autumn and I was it from birdseye view only in one spot as these newborns were coming in the hundreds in old tightly wrapped blankets. In the morning I told my mother who made me draw what I saw and give it to her. She was convinced it was of meaning, a premonition perhaps.

Horizon on fire

This one I had more than once throughout my childhood and it scared me. It scared me a lot. I had it first when I was around about five years old. I would be on the field in my primary school and suddenly my eyes would latch on the distance and I could see a red strip, dark fire red. People began running as I pointed it out and then I eventually noticed it was a fire. On one whole side of the horizon the sky, trees, grass and crops were been incinerated. Everything in its path was destroyed immediately. Later years I had it again only this time I looked out my window to see it and warned my mother and we tried to drive away but eventually our country was consumed. It was almost like the tornados of fire which is mentioned in the bible which I learned of long afterwards. Part of the scariness of the dream was the imminent knowing my time had come and that running was no use.

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As far as I remember earlier than those dreams I did have nightmares of plagues of birds and insects in the millions. They are bleak now though but the other two are still just as vivid as the day I first had them. Nowadays I anticipate nightmares, I love the adrenaline rush and intelligence of them compared to dreams. By age ten I was pretty used to having nightmares of my family being hurt that it desensitised me to the nightmares and just thought it was typical.

       -Thoth

Changed my mind part 3

Other pass times

One of the pass times I was always fond of the most was my early morning walks on weekend and holidays. I would get up at 4 or 5 AM and just start walking out into the forests and hills, I would travel miles and miles and then would return home hours later. I would sometimes take photos or play music or sometimes take nothing other than myself so I could witness it in its entirety. Red squirrels, deer, rabbits, horses, woodpeckers and buzzards were the most common ones you’d see in the early morning, many times I realised I was standing feet away from a baby deer.

There was something so energising about exploring your nearby Forests and landscapes, every drop and alcove of down leaning wood or cave at the side of a river. The cliff walls containing the river, my river. Up 50 foot deep and 25 foot wide I never ventures to that part but sometimes you would swim just a little bit too far into the deep end. I did and nearly drowned as a child, the weird thing is I was pulling on one of my parents friends leg to plea for help and they shook me off…

I oft take it for granted that when winter comes and the surface of the country becomes consumed in snow that I get to see it untouched for as far as the eye can see. Untouched white for miles and miles, rolling over hills and paths. Its beautiful and I wish some had the chance to see that beauty.

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Hume castle – few miles from me

– Thoth